i work everyday except tuesdays and sundays, will try and update on those days if i can, i also have my short stories and my 1D fanfic to update
:( YES i will, im just on hiatus right now because i was on vacation and im really stressed with school and such. A lot is going on in my life, so i am so sorry that i have been neglecting the story, but I will still finish this story. I believe I am near the end, anyways. Sorry again for making you all wait. i love you guys for putting up with me.
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“Chrissss!” I yelled, as I packed up his bag for his rehearsal. I was downstairs in the living room, sorting through the clothes I just pulled out the dryer. I grabbed him a beater, and some sweats. Shoving those into the bag, I threw in his deodorant, and some gum.
Kaliah was sleeping on the couch next to the pile of clothes, and she was going to come with me to work. Chris had to stop by the dance studio with Debbie Allen, and then had rehearsal, and I was going to handle the usual.
“Christopher MAWWWREEEEZE!” I practically Trey Songz yodeled.
“Listen WOMAN!” he yelled back as he thundered down the steps. He walked up on me, and took my face in his hands.
“I love you.” He said softly, and then kissed me.
“You really are something.” I said, as I zipped his bag and he walked over to the bar to grab some toast. He popped a slice in his mouth, and it dangled out as he grabbed the orange juice from the fridge. He ate a few slices, and then downed a glass of OJ.
“Man, today will be fun!” He walked back to me, and took his bag, then kissed Kaliah on the forehead before hugging me tight. I wiped his toast crumbs off of me as I grabbed my big purse that held my laptop, wallet, and iPhone.
“Oh, you leaving now too? I’ll help.”
Chris grabbed the diaper bag and the sleeping baby. He hugged his little princess to his chest and we headed to the door.
“Be safe baby. I love you. Text me when you get to rehearsal.” I said as Chris buckled Kaliah into her car seat.
“I will. Luh yewww.” He said, making a kissy face, and he hopped into his lambo.
I didn’t much want to go out today. It was only a few days since the fight with Rihanna, but I knew work would get it off of my mind.
When I arrived, Dani was already opening up the office.
“Heyyy!” I said as I walked in to the office. I set down the baby carrier, and took Kaliah out and laid her in the cute little baby pen we bought for the office. I pulled everything out of my purse and set it on my desk.
“Hey, girl. So I got the list of orders right here, and it isn’t looking pretty. We might have to call in the others. And we need to restock on some things.” Dani passed me the list, and I scanned it, mentally tracking what we needed.
“Okay, I will call Austin now about the collab shit, and then let me call to get another shipment of sweats and these tees… ” I sat down and sighed as I plugged my cell into the wall, and dialed the first number.
I was sitting with Debbie Allen, and watching her students dance. They were awesome, and prepared a special performance for me. I had agreed to double the scholarship money I gave to her studio, because she was an awesome instructor, and ran a great studio.
I took too many photos too count and talked to the dancers, encouraging them and making sure they knew it was possible to make it as a dancer.
I left when I could so I could get to rehearsal. I started out on my way, blasting my music as usual.
“I love bad bitches that’s my fucking problem!” I rapped, letting the beat take over me. I liked A$AP’s music regardless who else was on the track.
I was planning out the rest of today. Rehearsal for a couple of hours, pre-Grammy party and my Tux fitting for the Grammy’s.
I turned onto Bedford Drive, and was near the 600 block of Camden Alley when out of nowhere, two cars cut me off, and instantly paparazzi jumped out with cameras flashing. I was blinded, since my windows were down, and I instantly went into reverse to get away.
I ignored their calls, and was cut off again by two more cars.
By this time I didn’t know what to do, and because I was reversing so fast, I lost control of the car, and the Porsche hit the wall.
“Fuck man!” I was furious, but knew I needed to call 911 and get this shit towed. And the day had started so well.
2 MONTHS LATER (APRIL)
I was climbing one of the ladders after sorting all through the new merchandise. It was nearing 2 am, and I knew Chris was probably home already with baby girl, and I was here tired for days.
I had barely gotten any sleep, and things were so swamped with these new orders and shipments this week. I yawned, and then grabbed another box with one hand, and proceeded to climb back up. I had a few boxes left to put up, and then I could lock up and go home.
I had already packaged all the new orders, assigned all the points for this week, set up all the new members with their accounts and packaged their items they get upon signing up. I was ready to be out.
I lifted the box, and tried to get it on the shelf, but I lost my balance.
“Vanessa?! Wake up baby!”
I came to slowly.
“Yea, I need an ambulance. Yea, she fell off a ladder, and she is unconscious. Okay.”
“Vanessa… please open your eyes.”
I looked towards his voice, and blinked slowly.
I tried to move, but he stopped me.
“Stay still, the people will be here soon to look at you.” He was kneeling beside me, holding my hand.
“What happened?” I asked, still out of it. My head and body were throbbing in pain.
“You must’ve fallen down… You weren’t answering your phone, and you hadn’t come home yet, so I came to find you… I am glad I did.” He shushed me then, and held my hand, kissing my forehead as he called Mama.
Paramedics came into the office then, and they loaded me onto a stretcher and took me off to the hospital.
“She’s fine, just overworked, it seems. She just needs to rest okay?” The doctor told Chris as I pretended to sleep. Everyone had come to visit me, and I was pretending to be asleep so the doctor would tell people I couldn’t have visitors.
“She has some stitches from where she hit the ground, but other than that, she can walk fine… don’t let her climb any more ladders for a while, and if her vision blurs let us know right away.”
Once he left, I turned to Chris.
“Baby, when can I go home? Where is my baby girl? I want our bed.”
“Asking all these questions!” Chris laughed, and made a ratchet girl face.
“Sorry, I just hate hospitals… I have bad memories in them.” I said, remembering how we broke up in one last time.
“I’ll see what I can do. You should be released sometime today… He said you’re okay, just tired.”
I nodded, and he took my hand in his, lifted my fingers to his lips and kissed them tenderly.
“Just rest and get better.”
Finally, it seemed like life was slowing down finally. Chris had some stuff he was working on, a surprise for Team Breezy, but it was still in the first phase.
The Grammy’s went well, despite Rihanna wearing the same color as me. Chris and I were matching in red and white, and she also wore a red dress, so it caused a bit of confusion, but it all sorted itself out.
I just wanted a vacation to be honest.
“Baby, can we please just escape for a while?” I asked, as we lay in bed before starting our day.
“Hmmm.. where do you want to go?” he said, playing with my fingers.
“I don’t care. I am just tired of LA. Of all this drama. Can we please get out?”
He sat up.
“You know what, let’s go. Right now. Hawaii. Now. Pack your bags.”
He hopped out of bed, and ran to the closet.
I sat there, dumbstruck.
“Yes. We need a break. Just a few days to get out, and have fun and relax. We’ll fly out Ma too.”
I got up slowly and began to grow more excited as I found my suitcase and started planning outfits.
Hawaii. A real vacation, on a whim, with my loves of my life.
“This is so nice.”
I sat in the pool, in my new bikini, my wet hair in a bun on my head, and sunglasses on my face. I had Kaliah in a floaty, and she was splashing the water as she kicked her legs and floated across the water. Mama was sitting up in the shade, eating brunch, and reading Oprah’s magazine. Chris was on the diving board, doing flips and shit, into the water. He told me he had a surprise for me, but I wouldn’t get it till tomorrow, so I spent our first day of 7 in the pool. I played with baby girl, and took pictures with my phone in its light blue Lifeproof case of us in the water, above and under, and posted pictures on IG and videos on Vine.
Tonight, we had a dinner planned, just us two, and I was going to get a new outfit later in the day.
“Kaliah, look at daddy!” I said, and she turned to find him, and he waved and then did a cannon ball.
She laughed, and after a minute, he had swum over to us and was splashing water at her.
She laughed some more, and we continued to enjoy the Hawaiian sun.
I pulled on the short red dress, and my white heels. I had just finished fixing my hair, and was ready to go eat. Chris had already gone down to the room he had reserved for dinner, so I finished my makeup, and went to meet him. I took the elevator down, and saw all the different people who were also vacationing. Some kids pointed me out, and I waved and kept walking. I knew soon the media would know we were here, so I had to enjoy tonight.
I walked into the room, and was met by the sight of a small table with candles, and place settings for him and me. He was standing, lighting the last candle, and he turned to face me, smiling.
“Ness, I hope you like it.” He said nervously.
Of course I did. He was so great to me. I walked up to him and kissed him, thanking him.
“Chris… you spoil me, really I love it and you and everything you do for me. All I wanted was to get away and you went above and beyond, if we weren’t already engaged, I would ask you to marry me.”
I threw my arms around his neck and leaped into his arms, covering his lips with mine.
I was so in love with this man.
Ruining the moment though, was my phone going off, along with Chris’s.
“Hello?” I answered, without looking.
“SHE’S IN LABOR! WHERE ARE YOU GUYS?!”
I had to hold the phone away from my ear, as Jacole screamed at me.
Chris seemed to be trying to calm Ty down, but was failing.
“We have to fly back there! We have to!” I said to Chris.
“We can’t… your surprise is tomorrow… And you need this vacation. Emily will understand, and you will see her soon. Swear.”
I nodded, but still felt bad… I wanted to meet the new addition, but I knew everyone would be there, and I would be there soon enough. I couldn’t wait.
Here I was in labor, and I was about to push this baby out. FINALLY. I felt like I was pregnant forever. I get to meet my baby now.
I was in pain, ever so agonizing pain, but I looked up and saw Ty staring at me, smiling, excited to greet our son.
I cringed as another contraction shot through me, but I gritted my teeth and breathed.
The doctor was yelling now, telling me to push.
“Push Emily, you can do this!”
I pushed, and Ty held my hand and comforted me and cheered me on.
“I see the head, come on Em, you got this!”
I pushed again, and I screamed, because it hurt so much.
“One more big push Emily and he will be here!”
I let out one last scream as I pushed, sweat beads dripping from my head, and Ty was kissing my forehead as I collapsed onto the bed, and they were wrapping our crying baby in a blanket.
“You did it baby. You did it.”
I looked up at him, and smiled, and they handed me my son. He was quiet now, nestled in my arms, and Ty had tears as he looked at us.
“My son… my son.” He kept saying.
In this moment, I am sure I could have died from the amount of love I felt for my son and my man, but I felt complete.
And thank God, this baby was out of me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY!!!! <333333
;_______; i am sooo sorry!!!! *opens word* i started this chapter i swear i did, but i was waiting for chris to do something great… so i guess i will just make something up. SO… i am off work tomorrow… how about i do my homework and write and i will post a chapter BY FRIDAY NOON EST. PROMISE. IF I DONT, YALL CAN CHOOSE MY PUNISHMENT AND I WILL IG IT. <3 you guys. i am so sorry i have been slacking. Ever since my ex bf died, i havent updated this because he reminds me of Chris Brown, so i needed some time. but i am ready to write again.
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so fucking me…
LMFAO YES. LOLOLOL its half way written right now, but its just not calling to me. It’s because of school and work really that im like BLAHHHHH. Ill open the word document and see if i can work on it.
LMFAO we shall see. i feel like the fights wont stop ever.
tbh, one of my good friends died, feb 28, and i legit did not touch my laptop for a whole week, like idk i was just like fuck everything. but i will try and finish the next chapter soon and have it up.
i know sorry, i had work yesterday and today, and i have exams monday and tuesday :O but sometime this week i will finish it and have it up!
Yes, everyone wanted a fight, so I had to include that.. Nessa is BAD ASS so i had to make it a 2 on 1 jump and make her win. lol. Rih is not done just yet!! lol part 2 you will see… Yes baby Kaliah is okee dokeee.
lmfao. she did. lmfao well i did. i have dreamed of fighting her tbh lmfao. but yes…. Kaliah was okay wasnt chris just perfect :D
lol i always say Chicago is a state TBH because no one ever talks about Illinois its always just Chicago.
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